Sorry this is late y'all. I was supposed to publish this yesterday but this new barista job is really time consuming, and I'm having a little trouble with time management. I hope you enjoy these belated thoughts.
Just something I wrote in the back of my notebook in Biology class last week. I've been more aware lately, these past few weeks, of my own fears regarding being alone. I really do fear it, but why? Is it truly because I'm that uncomfortable with myself that I need someone else and their energy to feed off of? It's hard to understand the human psyche, even harder to understand your own.
How much better would the world be if we all just selflessly offered up our company to one another without expecting anything in return? Instead we tend to introvert ourselves back into our comfortable little shells leaving each other desolate.
I just wish that we could spend more time with one another. I think that would solve a lot of problems.
xx, Bleah
Mhm. Relevant.
ReplyDeleteummm girl. you basically just described my life. let's be friends. I could just rant on and on about the relevancy, like Elisha said, but I think I won't. I just LOVE this though. :)
ReplyDeleteThe ugly truth T.T
ReplyDeleteYES.
ReplyDeleteThat is beautiful....very raw :)
ReplyDeletei love this. it's so relevant for me right now. i feel like i'm becoming lost in the various skins of other people and i don't even remember when, or why for that matter, i left my own in the closet.
ReplyDeleteWow, i love the way you phrased that. Your words are absolutely beautiful and they have inspired me today :)
DeleteThe fact that you discovered this analogy in a biology class (were you by any chance studying about reptiles?) amuses me, but still, all you wrote here remains poignantly true.
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haha, no in fact i believe we were going over the human reproductive system... 0.o considering i'm an awkward little homeschooler i was probably subconsciously distracting myself so i wouldn't have to pay attention.
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