last night, i had this dream. in that dream, some random person told me that "if you stuck with the way you edited and did things when you first started, you would be more successful."
i thought about that long and hard. i told that person "you know what? you're wrong. dead wrong. i never would have gotten anywhere had i stuck with what i started with. i'm constantly growing, and i don't ever want to change that. thank you and goodnight."
as human beings, we may stop growing on the outside, but on the inside we're always growing and changing and learning. we're constantly seeing things, reading things, learning new techniques. we shouldn't want to hate or stop the change, because change is what makes us. life is always unpredictable, that's how it's been and how it will be forever.
darling, please don't stop changing. change is good, no matter how much you dislike at first. it's alright to cry and laugh about it, too. in fact, i encourage it, because that's how you grow.