tired thoughts

i find that when i'm tired, i can write some very profound, meaningful pieces, if i do say so myself. it's something i've tried when fully awake, and i understand now that it can only be achieved when i am tired or in deep observation. i realized today, that after spending three hours in the pure sun with friends at a pool party, after schooling and rushing to dress and square dancing lessons with my family, i was tired. so tired. i'm not exactly sure whether it was the i-want-to-go-to-sleep-now-tired, or the i'll-just-make-tea-and-listen-to-beethoven-and-rewind-tired. i'm still tired, and i'm afraid i can't gather my thoughts enough for a meaningful post, so here they are, etched into a screenshot:

goodnight, darlings.
xx,
jocee